miércoles



¿Por qué muchacha?
¿Por qué muchacha?
¿Por qué tú no me quieres?

¿Por qué muchacha?
¿Por qué muchacha?
¿Por qué tú no me quieres?

No sé de quién seré, che
no sé de quien seré

no sé de quién seré, che
triste amanecer
.

No sé de quién seré, che
no sé de quien seré

no sé de quién seré, che
triste atardecer.






Eduardo Mateo - Audrey Kawasaki

i miss you


i miss you
but i haven't met you yet
so special
but it hasn't happened yet
you are gorgeous
but i haven't met you yet
i remember
but it hasn't happened yet

and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
i will meet you

i was peaking
but it hasn't happened yet
i haven't been given
my best souvenir
i miss you
but i haven't met you yet
i know your habits
but wouldn't recognize you yet

and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
i will meet you

i'm so impatient
i can't stand the wait
when will i get my cuddle?
who are you?

i know by now that you'll arrive
by the time i stop waiting

i miss you


Audrey Kawasaki - Bjork

martes

TENGO RAZONES



Te echo de menos, le digo al aire
te busco, te pienso, te siento y siento
que como tu no habrá nadie
y aquí te espero, con mi cajita de la vida
cansada, a oscuras, con miedo
y este frío, nadie me lo quita

Tengo razones, para buscarte
tengo necesidad de verte, de oírte, de hablarte
tengo razones, para esperarte
porque no creo que haya en el mundo nadie mas a quien ame
tengo razones, razones de sobra
para pedirle al viento que vuelvas
aunque sea como una sombra
tengo razones, para no quererte olvidar
porque el trocito de felicidad fuiste tu quien me lo dio a probar

El aire huele a ti, mi casa se cae porque no estas aquí
mis sabanas, mi pelo, mi ropa te buscan a ti
mis pies son como de cartón
que voy arrastrando por cada rincón
mi cama se hace fría y gigante
y en ella me pierdo yo
mi casa se vuelve a caer
mis flores se mueren de pena
mis lagrimas son charquitos
que caen a mis pies
te mando besos de agua
q hagan un hueco en tu calma
te mando besos de agua
pa que bañen tu cuerpo y tu alma
te mando besos de agua
para que curen tus heridas
te mando besos de agua
de esos con los que tanto te reías



lunes

Now you should be holding me...




jueves

Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found?
The same old fears.

Wish you were here.



domingo

Kurosawa

La sombra llega y no espera
se presenta y no te deja opción
todo se vuelve madera, yo lo siento
y no tengo un amor para dar

Cuando te quiero te digo
que te quiero y no hay nada mejor
mi madre dice que espere
y el mercurio no me da la razón

Porque...
Así como estoy no puedo ir
(así como estoy, no puedo)
Nadie me enseñó como sentir

aah aaah...

Nadie me enseñó como sentir
(nadie me enseñó como sentir)
nadie me enseñó como vivir

Cuando miro la alborada
doy un pase y sigo ese sol
la gente dice que es tuyo
y no es tuyo y no es mio
pero aquí estoy...
Aquí es donde yo estoy

Entrás (entrás)
Te vas (te vas)
Me cortas las palabras

Me amás (me amás)
te vas (te vas)
la llama ya se abre
porque mi ángel se fue
(porque mi ángel se fue)
cuando estaba acá
porque mi ángel se fue...

martes

Partir y renunciar


Tomaste mi lugar
algo se va sin fin a otra parte.
No sé si vos también
que lástima me da
pensar que tal vez no.

Los dos silencios al teléfono,
escuchamos la respiración.

La misma ropa que sabés
la llevo ahora todos los días
Dos en uno, uno en dos
es la casualidad
un arreglo imposible.
Si pasamos tan ligero,
no me quiero distraer.

Partir y renunciar,
sabiendo que vos no sos mi fiesta
Qué lástima me da pensar
que tal vez si.

Los dos silencios al teléfono,
escuchamos la respiración







lunes

Where you've been hiding


Turn the dry concrete, into wet concrete

I can't find you anywhere
find you, find you...
I can't find you anywhere
pictures, pictures...
So I wrote you a letter in capital letters
saying all that I care for, all that I care for is...

Where you've been hiding,
Where you've been hiding


sábado

"Bulletproof.. I Wish I Was"


Limb by limb and tooth by tooth
Tearing up inside of me
Every day every hour
I wish that I was bullet proof

Wax me
Mould me
Heat the pins and stab them in
You have turned me into this
Just wish that it was bullet proof

So pay the money and take a shot
Leadfill the hole in me
I could burst a million bubbles
All surrogate and bullet proof

And bullet proof
And bullet proof
And bullet proof

domingo

About Today

Today you were far away
and I didn't ask you why
What could I say
I was far away
You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say

How close am I to losing you

Tonight you just close your eyes
and I just watch you
slip away

How close am I to losing you

Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today

How close am I to losing you
How close am I to losing



viernes

I'm so lonesome I could cry


Hear the lonesome whippoorwill
His song's too blue to fly
The midnight train is a-winding low
I'm so lonesome I could cry

I've never seen a night so long
When time keeps crawling by
The moon is gone behind the clouds
To hide his face and cry

Have you ever seen a robin weep
When leaves have turned to brown?
Like me he's lost his will to live
I'm so lonesome I could cry

The silence of a falling star
Lights up a purple haze
and as I wonder where you are
I'm so lonesome I could cry

jueves



Now that I'm alone I feel the lonely brokeness
of all the wicked avenues I've ever sold my love on
all these moments of meekness and trembling subsided
I'm the outright abandon of this orphan child
home is on the highway living on soft bread and solace
I guess I'm waiting for nightfall or a solar eclipse
and to wake up half empty
only to be filled again with mourning
he's my evil shadow dove
my black palamito
can't break him like a diamond skull
I can't seem to do so
can't just rob him out like the
mob used to do so
like memories of porno and tearstains
and tobacco O it's a mini disastro
bigger than the ice age don't know if baby dinosaurs
maybe could live throught it, like indians and butterflies
what's crushed is my spirit, oh i fear it is too fragile
like fall leaves burn like paper

I always knew I would spend a lot of time alone
no one would understand me
maybe I should go and live amongst the animals
spend all my time amongst the animals
and on the tracks i would go they lead to the sea
to be amongst the animals

Oh I'm just a fall leaf something simple and shy like that
that's how my heart lies down beside the sidewalk
like an empty restaurant filled with perfume and balloons
I sit and entertain the bizarro ghosts of my soul
his name still lingers maybe lactates on my tongue
perhaps I'm just teething for a foreign fallen destiny
miserable but mine, I look like his mother
or Sophia Loren in an old fashioned movie
slow motion I cling to my child desesperate for love
one day soon my brohter died, made me remember all the
subordinate feelings I cast aside
maybe I had lied when I said I was ok
just getting along like a little song that stops to sing and say
"wild willow, windy winter won't you blow through me
my whole eternity"


So Broken



So broken
in pieces
my heart is so broken
i'm puzzling
here i go
trying to run ahead of that
heart break train
thinking
it will never catch up with me
i'm so broken
˜heðan-biður-afte-care˜
so broken
˜heðan-biður-afte-care˜
yeah, ha-ee, ha-ee, ha-mmm
˜heðan-biður˜
*gibberish*
wooh-ahhh-hmm...
i'm trying to land
this aeroplane of ours gracefully
but it seems just destined to crash
i'm so broken
˜heðan-biður-afte-care˜
my heart is so broken
˜heðan-biður-afte-care˜
yeah, ha-ee, ha-ee, ha-mmm
*gibberish*
how can..
completely with thee
advanished away
at one stop at a time now baby
i'm so broken
˜heðan-liður-afte-care˜
im-m-m-mmm...so broken
˜heðan-biður-afte-care˜
yeah, ha-ee, ha-ee, ha-mmm
*gibberish*
i'm so...
completely unhealable, baby
ohhh!!
˜ohh-er-him˜
i'm so broken
˜ahh-eða-miður-afte-care˜
yeah, ha-ee, ha-ee, ha-mmm
˜en-lickel-afte-sjólvar˜
˜en-neon-co-cole-ah-ahh˜
˜neo-sasar-ohh˜
˜en-mi-ssssshhhhh.....˜


hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way